Well, I suppose this is it then. No more trying, no more trying to prove ourselves wrong. No more “I love you”, “I miss you”.. No more “Rawroar”. No more kisses through the phone. No more late night calls. No more morning calls. No more sleeping on the phone together. No more random text messages, saying I miss you & I love you. No more cuddles. No more going to the movies together. No more memories made together. No more US. It hurts to know that there’s no more us. & that you don’t want me to ever call you again. You not taking Alice & saying you’d just give her to Nancy if I give her to you, hurts. It was a slap to the face. Knowing you won’t accept the gift I bought for you, after you said you’d take her if we ever stop talking. The day came & yet you won’t even take her.. I want to call you tonight, to hear your voice, but I know I’d just receive shit from you. It hurt when you told me to not give you all my heart & trust, but what would a relationship be if I didn’t give that to you 100%? I lied when I said I wouldn’t give you it all, but I ended up giving it to you anyway. We’ve gone through this plenty of times, & all those times we barely pulled through. Honestly, I want to keep trying. To keep fighting. I know the outcome will be great, not right away. But in time all the effort would be all worth it. I know it will. Knowing us, we’ll pull through. But it is what it is.. /;
Nonetheless, I’m grateful to have met you. It was great while it lasted. You were a great boyfriend, despite the game playing. You’ve taught me so many things. So much life morals. You’ve taught me to value things I’ve never valued before. You’ve opened my eyes to see things more clear. Just know I’m not going to act like you’ve never existed, especially after all we’ve been through. You’ve kept me happy, not all the time, but a majority of the time. I’m happy I had the opportunity to experience this w/ you (; No regrets, whatsoever. Regardless, I still want to be & stay friends. It’s better than not having you in my life. You’re a great friend & great person. Thanks for everything.
I want to continue to fight , but it seems to be useless. I should just stop before I hurt myself any further.
don’t feel sad over someone who gave up on you, feel sorry for them because they gave up on someone who would have never given up on them.
(via justastorytotelll)
